Tuesday, May 12, 2009

JusT finish my pRactical Exam...

phew!!!! -. - "...... it was such a relief .. finally finish my exam. This time i mange to finish bout 90 % but cannot manage to fill in my answer that much.... not enuf time oh... hopefully can pass this exam... already spent a lot on this . If this time cannot make it then .. sigh.. all burnt !

after my exam settled.. now is to do my A & P stuff..... so busy ar...... but i love doing this .. can be creative and innovative..... doing D.I.Ys ... anyone got any recommendation on any interesting websites on D.I.Ys display? feel free to tell me ya..

Thursday, May 7, 2009

am blue.........

sigh...... tonight is damm hot....till cannot sleep.No mood want to study .not really feeling well today. Maybe it's because these few days too hectic till no time to take a break.somemore will be having exam on tues... fel wan to die arrghh !

how ? how? how? ... the m'sia optical countil is crazy one... how can a person finish so many things in 1 hour and 20 minutes... even the optometrist whom already graduated also said that it is reali rushing. i wonder whether they wan to grade us by seeing how fast we can do finish or how correctly we can do it? somemore ther are even examiners who likes to stop u midway and ask u qns just to slow u down.. making sure u won past the exam. also depends on luck as well... whether u manage to get a good examiner and even good equipments.

nowadays...everynight even wen i sleep i dreamt that i am doing my slit lamp examination.... how scary is that? i think i wil become crazy soon with my love also acting up. He said he stress and i am not considerate.. how bout he himself? i also ned to work. i also have to study .. now ... i feel reali wan to give up .... so sien ar... i regret taking this stupid and damm expensive course which seems like an mission impossible to pass.......damm ! damm ! damm !

what am i suppose to do neh? sigh.... now tired till my monitor screen is blurry liaw.. got headache somemore.... but i dun feel like wanting to go to sleep ,have never tried staying up whole night since ages ledy..... wonder tonight will be the first in many years?sigh ... sigh... sigh....